well here i go.... im pretty much watching my family fall apart. its not to fun. what should i do? my mum is telling me about how jenna wants to run away and i want to kill myself and she just wants to leave. kim thinks she can help me but she has no clue. it doesnt help that she takes pills when she doesnt need to. now she thinks shes a bad ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

yea well here i go again. jeez why do i have to live? so many people die everyday so why do i keep living? why did my dad have to die? he didnt even want to so why didnt i just die instead of him? why does life have to be so hard and yet for me its so easy. if i read what other people are going thru its like why am i the one who acts like im ( Read more... )

im sad right now. i woke up crying. i had 4 dreams the fourth one doesnt matter but the other three made me cry. 2 were about dad adn the last one made me realize i do like someone but i cant tell him cuz he doesnt go to our school and he doesnt have internet. anyway im gonna go cuz i dont know what all to write.

yea i g2 stop cutting and soon. i cut alot yesterday and my arm started going numb cuz i los so much blood. i started cutting on the back of my hand too. anyway im gonna go
GRIM/DODGE

alright it turns out im not going to dont mind that last entry

hey everyone! i probably wont be in school monday but i might. i might not even go to school for the rest the year. stef-dont call mum about it ill tell you dont worry. ill tell you all later when i get back. bye
GRIM/DODGE

rightnow iim just yea and on a laptop so its gonne be really messy. im kinda just calm and sad and wanting to die. i drew a nice picture of a girl on the floor surrounded in blood with the word die on the wall writing in blood and smearss all over and a razor with blood dripping off of it. im pissed and calm and sad all at the same time. i ( Read more... )

sorry bout that last entry i was kinda ahhh mad i guess. im kinda yea now. uumm ( Read more... )

Right now i feel really pissed. dont ask why cuz i dont know. i wanna rip logans ( Read more... )