Seriously, what the fuck. I need to concentrate on what is really important right now ( Read more... )

Well, it turns out that I'm just being ridiculous, as usual ( Read more... )

After yesterday's unacceptably positive and thoughtful entry, it's time for a change of pace ( Read more... )

I love Russian so very much! Now that I'm finishing up the memorization of cases I can get to learning how to implement them! It's ridiculously difficult, but it's so amazing to be able to communicate information in a different language! I know just enough to be able to ask people what they're doing, where we're going, what time it is, what they ( Read more... )

**THIS WAS ORIGINALLY A RESPONSE TO THE REPLIES ON MY LAST ENTRY, BUT IT GOT TOO LONG ( Read more... )

So, I've been examining my thought processes rather clearly this afternoon and, I'm trying hard not to lie to myself here, I'm really quite an asshole. I endear myself to people by hiding who I am, not by being who I am and improving who I am. You know why I am attracted to some girls, mainly the ones I have actually dated? It's because I see that ( Read more... )

You distinctly remember high-fiving somebody in the face ( Read more... )

So some sites that will entertain those of you with extra time, which I guess is two of you... Oh well, you still constitute about 40% of my reader base so I'll post these anyway ( Read more... )

So it's over. Friday, our "six months," we decided to "take a break," which means that we're no longer together, and probably won't be. I feel kind of bad about it, because, while I know it was the right thing to do and what was needed for both of us to be happy, I feel like I kind of dragged it on a little longer than neccessary. But my ( Read more... )

I think my relationship with Katie is about to end, at least romantically. Since my post the 29th things have changed a bit. We came to some sort of decision about taking a step back from the relationship and taking it slow, letting both of us live our own lives. I was pretty okay with this plan and it seems she was as well, so we came to a ( Read more... )