oh my god i can't belive he did this, he knows his words hurt yet he still yells at me.One minute he is so sweet I can't imagine being without him and the next he turns into this person I don't know. Your so angry. All this anger can't all be for me. You actully scared me tonight and that is hard to do with my past. Was it so nessasery to freak out ( Read more... )

Yep I caved...I KNOW!!! So he convinced me to take him back and I did like a dumbass! What is wrong with me. Josh if your reading this you know why I'm saying this so don't act all mad tommorw. Well to my buddies out there how dumb is kelly for taking him back? Alright well any advice would help thanks.......ahhhhhhhhhhh! hey if you get bored check ( Read more... )

was it something i said? well you must have your reasons as insane as they mught be to me. look you should talk to me i listen well......ok well you know where im at oh by the way.....wait its getting weird again isn't it? dam i always do this,well im out then.

ok problem solved,I refuse to be someone I'am not.I'm sorry to everyone who thinks how I live my life is childish or how did you put it wasteful. I love that every morning I wake up in my spongebob pjs and turn up janes addiction while I wake and bake. I love how I have the most amazing and free sprited friends who are willing to do 3am scavenger ( Read more... )

what would you do if the person you were seeing gave you a "ultimatum" to something you don't belive in. Ok so heres the deal he wants me completly sober...yeah that means pot too! I can do without my pills no problem.But I've been a pot head for about 7 years now,thats asking alot! I mean I'm leaving for Amsterdam in November for crying out lound ( Read more... )

i refuse to be pulled into a stupid argument that pertains to ignorance.i'm dating a guy who refuses to see any other point but his own.closed minded people i pity them,dam i really dig this guy.why do i choose the most fucked up people to date.was i bad person in my other life.please someone help anything i don't know what to do.well i guess we ( Read more... )

things are good...yes i can finally say that!!!![mini wave for kelly]what a good day i think im moving to austin july 17th! oh glorious day, my moment...wait for it,there it is.So i found this way cool condo on 4th and brazos right behind 6th street off 35.its cute i think i got a job but thats not offical,neither is the condo but i got a good ( Read more... )

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the look in your eyes makes me crazy, your vows of silence kill me. wasting away in this cell and the thoughts of you are all around me. you bring out my darkness and your touch sends me over. i'm coming down from this and i'm cold and scared. my devotion is present and your deception is near again. i love you and i know where i'm going next...... ( Read more... )

From the moment of our first encounter I knew. My need for you grows with each day, I ache to feel you. You have always been a secret,my secret. You got me again and I'm helpless,I'll do anything for you I always have. My mornings are not the same until I feel you in me, I'm yours forever. I love you and you need to know that. I think of you all ( Read more... )