My indescion brings me back to where I started. What I know is this, I'm leaving this place and my destination is still unknown. Fear has yet to embrace me. My thoughts are so scattered, I have no idea what I'm doing. All I know is I have to do this, I have nothing here and I need something. I see myself fucking up again....He's waiting for me... ( Read more... )

Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back ( Read more... )

so sad to see someone so false so afraid. You sit in your unrealistic beliefs and pout in your infinite saddnes. I watch you slip into your dream state of unforgivingness,and wonder why do i care anymore. the answer so simple its was always there. you never did really have me did you? you knew the whole time that i wasn't there didn't you. funny ( Read more... )

Where was I? I'll tell you what once I was lost and now I've been found ( Read more... )

Can't belive your back here i almost forgot what you felt like. This is right.....your here to let me remember and I'm trying please help me.

where did you go? you forgot about me again....or mabey you never were really there.

wow another month gone by is this even real anymore...im in a daze i sleep walk all day. im going in circles again....im dizzy...im tired

i really need tp leave this place....these fucking lies......this is the end and i'm not ready.....fuck!!

so i get it now.....wait i just lost it. fuck it i never had it in the first place. We dilute ourselves in believing we need this feeling of acceptance and placement. well i say fuck the norm, why cant we all just shut the fuck up and enjoy the silence........

well here iam on a lazy sunday,realizing that it really could be better......well think about this if your content do you move foward to find more or do you stay and live...