Fingers crossed, I may be turning a corner in this whole "depression" thing ( Read more... )

Well, where to now? It's a strange thing to put something out into the world hoping for a sense of closure, but you're not even sure the person it was intended for even received the e-mail. I suppose there's nothing I can do beyond just know that it's out there and I did my best ( Read more... )

"I know if I'm generous at heart, I don't need recognition
The way I'm rewarded, well, that's God's decision"I got a different job back in June of 2015. I stayed at Walgreens, too (still work there every so often), but this newer job more or less became my full time gig. I work for a company called Starcare Specialty Health System, formerly known ( Read more... )

Thank you, for being the one person who stuck with me thru the darkest time of my life. You didn't have to, and you only chose to because you care for me. If I tried to repay you every day for the rest of my life, I could live to be a hundred and still be in debt to you for what you've given me ( Read more... )

My heart is melting. Tonight, and every single night. I hate that this will have to end someday. I'm not ideal and I cant change who I am to rectify that,but nights like tonight make me happy in spite of it all. Maybe I'm just chasing a dragon I'll never catch, but I need this so badly.

A new Kendrick Lamar album came out last week. It took me a few days to really get into it, but this guy's really got ahold of me again. There's some kind of weird unseen connection going on between he and myself ( Read more... )

I'm in love.I have never been more sure of anything in my entire life. Every single night as lay my head down to sleep, my entire face aches from how much I've been smiling all night. I have conversations with her in my head all night long, and I know her so well that they're indistinguishable from the real thing. She is here with me no matter what ( Read more... )

It's been a minute, yeah? I haven't been writing nearly as much lately because I haven't been in a constant state of emotional crisis. Not to say that life has been all puppies and rainbows and all that good shit, but things have definitely been better ( Read more... )

I was trying to explain to somebody how my brain processes music. I'm a nostalgic person by nature, so memories put a tint on everything I see. It's very much the same with what I hear. When music is new to me, and I'm in the middle of that phase where I play the same things on repeat, it's as though the music passes thru the very fabric of my ( Read more... )

Am I insane for being mad at my dead stepfather? Because I'm fucking pissed and most of the time I tell anyone, they give me this reaction that I'm somehow a terribly insensitive person for speaking ill of the dead. While I did love my stepdad, he was an incredibly flawed and selfish individual and how he died and the consequences of it infuriate ( Read more... )