Well...haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been busy with a crazy schedule of meeting up with people and preparing for my eventual departure. Most of my preparations are done and now all I have to do is go by the schedule I’ve made for myself. So far everything is on track and going well ( Read more... )

This weekend was exhausting, but extremely worthwhile.

( Weekend summary )

I took the time to admire the night sky this evening. I really needed the peaceful moment. The full moon shone, with a pale yellow glow, behind scattered grey clouds. All the while she cast an eldritch splendor over the darkened hillsides, which sparkled with light from various homes. This hauntingly beautiful scene reminded me of why I prefer ( Read more... )

My head is a jumble of thoughts... Images of violence and loneliness intermingle with thoughts of my past and the decisions I’ve made.

The question on my mind is…where did I go wrong?

I need to go do something reckless and dangerous…

I just want to disappear…

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I'm hacking up blood...doesn't bode well. Perhaps I should've taken the IV today...unfortunately I didn't want them infiltrating another vein (the damage done to my arm is minor, but the pain and swelling won't go away ( Read more... )

So…AnimeExpo was a real let-down for me. I’ll just summarize the weekend as $400+ worth of suck.

( Breakdown )

Well, I'm home from my formal military dinner (Mess Night). I’m only slightly intoxicated...thankfully. All-in-all, things went well. I was fined for misconduct for my table failing to adhere to military custom. I was also personally fined for conspiring with North Korean dictators, but I got mine in the end and took down my IRA conspirator/ ( Read more... )

I wanted to post an update for the last two weeks...looks like it'll have to wait a little while longer.

I have a formal military dinner to attend tonight...

Let's hope it goes well and I'm sufficiently sober enough to update.

So, it’s been decided. I leave within the next two months…I’m not allowed to be more specific than that. I’ve stopped unpacking and begun preparing for my departure ( Read more... )