i heard a song this morning that reminded me of you. i can remember hearing that song and crying my eyes out. i can remember begging any god that would listen, "please, please, please make her love me. cant you see that if she loved me everything would be right in the world? i need her so badly that ill die without her." but none of them would ( Read more... )

I guess it's that time again. bored at work with nothing to do so i'll update my lj ( Read more... )

buy a soda. check ( Read more... )

stacey called me. we made small talk like nothing had happened. like i didn't tell her to go away and not call me anymore. 2 hours and several shots later, i texted her ( Read more... )

I'm about a week late on this, but i want to document my new year's resolutions just for fun. why not right? right ( Read more... )

Silence ( Read more... )

i had arthoscopic surgery on my knee friday. it's healing up nicely. i was actually able to drive to the book store today to feed my latest obsession - H. P. Lovecraft. they didn't have as big a selection as i would have liked but i was able to find a book entirely of nothing but his stories, which is difficult to find believe it or not. it's ( Read more... )

Awhile back, i started hanging out more and more at her house and once early on me and Kurt were sitting on the couch playing ps3 while she was sitting at the table doing. . . something. i don't remember what. But me and kurt started BSing and we were talking and laughing and stuff about video games when leshia comes over, taps him on his ( Read more... )

If ever there was a beauty shining like the sun,
With freckles like stars in a midnight dream,
Let her forever hide her face,
In fear of being compared to thee.

Wisdom from the Tao of Buffy:When Willow started dating Oz, Xander was jealous and Buffy called him on it. Xander explained, "No no no no, it's not like that with us. We're just friends ( Read more... )

i drug amy out of storage today. She was a little out of tune but other than that no worse for lack of use. my fingers hurt like hell but i think i have something really pretty going on. i know i always say this but it's funny how depression and creativity seem to go so well together. lol