Infatuation is horrible.

I just realized I don't really know what I want in life anymore. And I don't like it. I don't like being directionless at all.

I'm feeling content today. She hasn't been on my mind much. Good sign I guess.

She IMed me? Impossible.

Ha, I find a way to get emo over this by tomorrow, I'm sure.

I found my old live journal from this time last year.

Its kind of funny.

And pathetic.

i need to stop changing my stance on this. give up.

even though that was the best month of my life.

stop trying, jake. stop trying.

shit happens.

ill get used to it.

I GOT HIGH FUCKING HONORS

trafalgar. do your duty ( Read more... )

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time lost: time gained
infinate values: linear concepts:

wall

:lover: sharp display of eyes:
teeth:
obsession: wedding vows:
cyanide: lover
:one: day:
night: lover:

soviet

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time lost: