I'm making a new live journal. I'm deleting this one in a few days.

The new one is at http://www.livejournal.com/users/aperhapshand/

yep.

quite frankly im getting sick of life.

I just wasted 40 bucks on a shitty video game. fucking a. I might return it. or ebay it.

THIS WAS ON THE PALLADIUM'S WEBSITE!

April 8th - Palladium Downstairs

Morbid Angel
Behemoth
Krisiun

Doors at 7 show at 8
$20 adv, $23 door

AH! EVERYONE GO TO THIS!

so I "talked" to phylicia for the first time in at least a year.

Immolation is wicked fucking good.

en el sexto dia de navidad, mi amante me mandó... seis mamá gansas, cinco ANILLOS, cuatro pajaritas, tres gallanitas, dos tortolitas y un perdiz en el peral!

ps, there are some assholes in this town that should suck on the end of a shotgun.

I don't want to grow up. Fuck growing up. Fuck responsibility. Fuck jobs, fuck old age, fuck maturity. My life is flashing before my eyes and the last thing I want to do is turn 18.

Want I want (and what I won't get) for Christmas:

Teeth I won't be ashamed of.
For the acne to stop.
Creative abilities like no other.
A meaning and purpose.
A girl and a chance to not screw up again.
Contentment and no regrets.

I'm completely obsessed with this band:
http://www.myspace.com/angeleyes

"by the time he was my age..." is an amazing song. I am going to buy their album and that will be the best 8 dollars I have ever spent.