I'm really not too sure what to think of it... I'm in a deep thought that I thought I would never find my self in. Speaking of which Clark always been 45 mins late after the initial time... But lately he's been an hour late... Sometimes later than usual. Not sure what this means but I'm never late when he ask me to come over his house...hate being ( Read more... )

I am in deep thought... Thought I can do it that way... I quickly notice they found me... Lost in my own desire... To succeed... Quickly turn into reality check... Found my self drowning in my own mistake... A mistake that I knew I needed to correct... If only I never walked into that path of my wrong choosing... I failed and stumbled upon a shiny ( Read more... )

Abnormal normal? What does that mean... I'm here sitting in the Dr. Office. Waiting to get my Colposcopy done today... Great... Aperently I have abnormal cells chilling in my uterus... Great right there I think it's cancer... Cervicle Cancer.... Felt my whole world sink... I quickly ask my self... " what about my 2 boys... Clark?!, my family and ( Read more... )

Hanged out with Clark last night and I made dinner for him :-) he loved it . Made parmesan breaded pork chops. With green beans and smash potatoes. While we were eating we watched UFC fighting and wrestled in bed. I'm a tough cookie lol ^,~ until I get a leg cramp.... Fail I know... We cuddled in bed and make love to one another...

We drift to ( Read more... )

Hi!
Haha yup you read right... I finally made a vid blog... More to come I think it's some what easy lol... Still shy to do them haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgfhJ1xJsJI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

There the link... Like I said its ; ( Read more... )

Last night was a day to remember.... I made him dinner ( new York strip stake with sautéed mushrooms, baked potatoe and steamed asparagus .) he comes and I'm greets me :) we watch vampire dairies and have super late nocturnal dinner. After dinner we cuddle and watch S3:E5 and he start to kiss my back... Caressing every single part of me .... I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I have returned back to school ... It was really cool to see some of them there. Nikko my bud from class apologized to me for not getting what I have asked him to get me. Bah it just not meant to be... Lol I did other things instead with Clark. Mmm :-)

I been thinking of Clark lately... I try not to text him as much... I don't want to be a ( Read more... )

He came around 1:30am he had his very own ho-bag... I know right? Lol he had everything from a change of clothes to supplies and guy stuff lol. Really? Haha he came and I greeted him with an "happy new year" and a smile. He lays his stuff down and say shally new years follow by a kiss. We head to my room where he brings his snacks over and set up ( Read more... )

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On Wednesday December 28th at 5:15am baby "Alecsander Zane" was born. I got to see the whole birth. It was amazing process... :-) he's the cuttest lil nephew :-) he is so adorables!! Aww

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