I just hate it when I'm all hormonal... I feel all emotions x10... I let things that dont bother me... Bother me more... Why is it that?...

I really like mike... And I don't want to seem clingy... I hate being without love.. He intensifies my emotion to a hyper happy me... Just like Clark does to me... I enjoyed spending time with Clark...

I just ( Read more... )

OH hi...ok here are a few updates...sorry i havent been on here since June 30th... haha... But a new exciting thing is going on... I started working out since 8-13-12 and shooting to finish [   INSANITY   ] by OCT 14 that would be my 2 month program and im feeling great! been eating healthy...and already lost 4 pounds!! my initial weight before ( Read more... )

ok its 2am...here... and have not heard from Clark... Clark usually wakes up at 1:30 am ...but lately he has been waking up at 3am-4:30am... wow... as he would say double FAIL...... Anyways... i grab the phone...*gulp* i start to think... "omg.. Just dial his number.. its on speed dial..." my inner Rokio in me says... great... now my heart is ( Read more... )

Geez I been do busy and worrying about failing school... I don't want to fail and let my family / friends / clark and co-workers down... Gosh I will have to post more info regarding this.. Stay tuned!!

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Hey ppl! Guess what.. From now on.. Everything will be posted as " Friend only" reads.. Sorry guys I will post things here to public view of a few things :-) don't be sad... If I know you so eager to know my life... Haha MSG me on FB! You know we're to find me!! Later days!

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This morning looking like hell... All I want to do is sleep... With no sleep I'm like a zombie... Graving for sleep... Although... Clark wanted me to stay asleep and not go to see my mother. He said that I should of slept. But I could not sleep.. Not sure why... Woke up at 4:30pm this afternoon and really felt like a train wreck... But I close my ( Read more... )

Today is Mother's. Day... And it feels like a regular day... Like being a mother is just an obligation.... A job... I feel so down... I miss my kids.. And today I have to go in early :-( how depressing... I have class in the morning... And all I feel like doing is crying... A mother shouldn't feel this sad on this day... Miss all the lil things my ( Read more... )

I came to visit my baby's at the ex's house... I go and see if there there.. His mom open the door... And says my boys are not with her... I always come see the boys before work and now they are not there... The longing of being with my two precious boys before Mother's day... I'm tear-eyed... I miss my lil guys...

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Darn... I'm stuck in the sitter room... Feeling the stress of 2 patients who one is just constantly trying to put his feet out of bed... The other one Is super confused... He's thinks he's in his sister house.., where he in a cult.. Talking about how he's gonna be punish for being in the hospital... Wow dude has some issues here... Oi... Gonna be ( Read more... )

Aww , my baby is coming to see me... i miss him. Wish i can have him sleep over all the time. but im am happy on where we are right now, cant be too selffish.  I invited him over for Dinner , hahah our dinner are usually mignight till 1:30 am around that time frame and well i really dont mind since i dont go to school tomorrow so I can stay up late ( Read more... )