so here i am on vacation and im on the internet...lame?...i thought so oh well...its midnight and i cant sleep...so whats all ...as all im mean the two people that actaully read this and not even that but oh well its chill... so its been a great couple of weeks...ive had alot of fun...summer camp was fun... the pranks that we pulled were great we ( Read more... )

so here we go i had my first driving lesson yesturday it was crazy i didn't know i was such a bad driver...well... i guess i have an excuse... it was my first time...and i almost killed myself and the driver teacher guy... was so awesome... he was this little asian man that was so nice... he didnt treat me like i was a punk kid...i tried to be as ( Read more... )

so i haven't wrritten anything since i got back last week becasue i just didn't want to... not alot has happened since i wrote except last night i made the first sterp towards the "jump" it might have been the most idiotic thing for me to do... but i dont really care i need to do this and the only way i can know how she feels if i tell her how i ( Read more... )

holy stinkn' crap....i just got back from my backpacking trip.... it was crazy so many good pics... the view of Gods creation was incredible it was a such a sight... ihad so much fun... from getting by foot wet from stepping in EVERY single creek wen crossed... to getting a big gash on my leg...that was enjoyable... not really... i had so much fun ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been alright... but something complexes me... it seems that i have a proble... everytime i get "encouraged" i seem to lose that "encouragement" and then i fall apart...this seems to boggle me in some way i seem to not understand this problem... tis hard not to understand when your some one that wants to know and ( Read more... )

okay... so im soo bored... and it took me forever to load this site... ugh!!! i hate dial up... makes me angry... grrr... okay so my rage has left... so it was 7:30... and i was taking a shower i was trying to figure out what was going on... i couldn't think of anything... but then it came there was a pickup game at my school... but it wasnt pickup ( Read more... )

so i had a good day..it was cool. i just got back from church... i had bible stuy this norning... and i hung out with some friends for the day... we had fun... i got to have a talk with mark... we talked about our group and what i think about it... it was cool... i enjoyed it... and i got some great news but i wont tell you here... an its a secret ( Read more... )

so right now im at home... un like acertain friend who is at aummer school... sucks for you doesn't it? yes i think it does!! any ways... so i went to church last night and it was really fun had a fun time to see what i do when i get angry... and i thought of numerous times when i got angry...lol... but they also showed my weakness and how i get ( Read more... )

so i look at what i have seen and gone through the past few weeks and it reminds me of mathew 14... peter walking on the water... he took the step out on the stromy water but took his eye off jesus and began to sink jesus grabed his hand and said, "what the freak?" peter took his eye off what really mattered and fell i did the same... itook my eye ( Read more... )

so this is it my first journal...i have a lot to do these past few weeks nothing has been harder than to try to choose. my choices even though they sound like im a masculane lunatic... that is only focues on oppressing the opposite sex is not that way. i have been trying to choose whci girl to focus my efforts to "woo" if i may use that word. if ( Read more... )