to all my homies in ft laudy.. enjoy... its clean and clear here in tampa

im pent up inside. maybe i should pace some more. whos offering up a face for me to bash. whoodly who.

im going to tampa for the weekend
see you all on sunday when i get back..maybe

i think im in my downard spiral of insanity and losing control. im just looking for an escape right from everything to piece myself back to gether. im all broken inside, i think i may just disappear for the weekend disappear from everything. i just cant stand myself. i rude and crude and a compleat ass when im like this. i cant treat people ( Read more... )

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i just cant sleep. its 6 in the morning i have to work at 12 and i cant sleep. i dont know whats wrong wiht me but i just cant sleep.

anybody that wants pics from cinco cellibration go here
http://photobucket.com/albums/v228/Grininidiot
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yes it does. everyday you look at life and somebody rejects you. you have to choices two. one is to fight and lose. the other is just to walk away and go on wiht life. you think its all going go. long talks. very late nights. never acually commiting. then your just told to walk away. its in the eyes they say. its in the eyes. well fuck ( Read more... )

i relized i am to die alone in this world. ever new person i meet says i should have a gf. i realize i am an amazing person according to everyone but i am doomed. i will never find that person that just makes me smile and relaxes me. why is that. i hate you all.