Wow, it's hard to believe it's been four long months since I last wrote in this thing. I guess the biggest change is that Laura and I are no longer together... I basically told her that I wasn't as ready as I thought I was to be in a seriously committed relationship right now. She kind of blew up, and I understand why, but it was never my ( Read more... )

Well, I used to update this thing quite frequently, but as of late I have been rather lazy. I have been putting in quite a few hours at work, since my class has been done and over with (which I fucking bombed, by the way). It sucks, because not only was there money wasted, but also a month and a half of my fucking time... God that's frustrating ( Read more... )

Today went by pretty fast... Work was simple and fun... Laura and I drove to work together, then she came over for a bit afterwards to visit. I miss her so much right now, and I don't know why I feel the way I do at this moment... I just wish she could be here with me. Even though we've had the chance to be alone, and we have spent quite of ( Read more... )

It's been such a long time since I've seen this screen... A lot has happened since I last wrote - the main thing being that I met Ethan, my biological father, for the first time in my life. He gave me a call Thursday and said I could meet up with him at the job site - how in the world could I turn down the first chance of my life to meet who ( Read more... )

Last night I wrote in this mother-fucker, and who would have thought that hitting "enter" at the wrong time would erase the entire damn thing? Today just totally chapped my chode. I felt really prepared for my calculus exam, but totally blew that one into the shitter. Because of that, I had like a slight change of heart... I lost almost all ( Read more... )

I'm alone tonight... It sucks, it's boring... Laura's friend Ashley is moving back from Hawaii and will be spending a few days with my baby, so Laura is getting everything cleaned and presentable. Work was pretty good - I got to close with Laura and the manager seemed to be in an exceptionally good mood. Tomorrow is going to suck ass... I'm ( Read more... )

Okay, I feel a rant brewing in my system... I was just informed that the United States of America plans to invade Iran. We haven't even finished our needless presence in Iraq yet, and now we want to invade a country with visual proof of nuclear warheads?! What in the fuck is Bush and his lab-rat, dumbfuck Cabinet members thinking? Okay, when ( Read more... )

Tonight was a great night for me! I didn't have to close at work, which is always a plus. I played some San Andreas, and good God that game can seriously chap my ass - there is way too much to do... Laura and I hung out for awhile, and played an awesome game of basketball, with a few, minor, stipulations. This is one of the first nights in a ( Read more... )

Another day down, another one to prepare for... Today wasn't so bad; I went to class, then was supposed to go swimming, but then it rained so we couldn't go swimming... I didn't mind much, because Laura was going to come over. But then I found out Laura didn't have a car, so Laura didn't come over. That sucked because we had the house to ( Read more... )

Okay, so what if Laura already got her tattoo?! I'm going to be getting mine soon enough! She got the famous John Lennon's character signature on her left shoulder blade - it actually looks really good. I would have gone with her, but I was unfortunately watching Hannah and couldn't make it. I hope she'll be able to make it when I get mine done ( Read more... )