I dont understand you block me out of everything but i still seems like you wanna be with me like the other day when ytou were hugging me but you say the hell to me for a bunch of losers and white trash please let me know.You were suppose to call me back u never did do you want me to be in your life or not?Let me know so i know if i should sit ( Read more... )

I wish i never got on the compute tonight.I read some journals and seen somethings i didnt want to read.I cant stop crying im shaking and breaking down hard.I talked to her earlier and she was suppose to call me back but she never did.I wanna see her so bad right now and just hold her tight.I wish everyone would just stop getting in to our business ( Read more... )

How do u get over someone you loved and cared for that much?I feel dead already.I cant eat,sleep,drink.I cant stop thinking if your alright if someones trying to take advantage of you or what.I just care so much.I dont want you to get hurt.I never cared about anyone as much as i did for you,not even myself.I couldnt stand thinking of not being with ( Read more... )

What is life all about?What i think of it is finding someone that takes care of you and loves you and you get married and have a family and live happily ever after?I dont know about that anymore.Its wierd how life can change so much in 3 days.Everythings alright then it kicks you in the ass.Life lately has been so fucked up.I cant understand why ( Read more... )

Isnt life great.You think you have it figured out but then everything goes to hell.All i got to say to that is fuck it all.Loves a bitch.I never want to have to go threw that again i couldnt take that all over again.This ended it all.Who the hell knows what love is?Cause i dont get it.How do you care about someone with all your heart and then the ( Read more... )

Hey baby i thought is write you im sitting here bored out of mine cause you had mothers day or something like that.Im lonely i miss you.I got a suprise for you tomorrow youll probably be happy:).I cant wait to see you tomorrow.I went and got the truck so it should all be done.I hope i get the other pieces in the truck by tomorrow.The one piece got ( Read more... )

Well the last couple of days sucked ass.I've been busting my ass working i have'nt slept for 2 days.Tomorrow i got another busy day.I gotta wake up at 6:00am to take my dad to work and i gotta come back home and wait till like 10:00am to take my mom to work and i gotta go to a interview at noon.I got a call from ramchargers whick is cool because i ( Read more... )

I'm so bored right now.I got off of work at 7:30 pm.I wasnt gonna even work today but i couldnt get ahold of my wifey so i just went.It's 10:20 and i still havent heard from her.I talked to her at like 4:00pm for like a minute.I'm going crazy just sitting here wondering where she is.Ive called like 2 or 3 times.Im wondering is she ok or what.If she ( Read more... )

why doesnt your journals show like the day you posted em?
*i love you*
xoxo

I'm so bored right now.Im watching the olympics.I'm suprised my baby has'nt called yet it's only 2:47am so she still might.She was pertty tired so she might be sleeping.I wish she was with me right now.I love her to death.I'm sad she's gonna be leaving me for 2 days next week to go to cedar point :(.I get to sit around for 2 days doing nothing ( Read more... )