so... GOd satisfies my soul beyond belief!! It feels so good. I don't know...i used to put my hope in others. In human beings that I knew would fail, just as i have. God gives me assurrance and worth and security. He tells me I am beautiful and who i am is quite enough! I still desire to be friends with people, which is a good thing, if anyone ( Read more... )

yep so everyone go and buy donald miller's new book "searching for God knows what" it explains thart last entry of mine. hit it right on the nose. i love it.

what is it with human behavior? Nothing in this life, this world, makes sense...it's all backwards from the way it should be. what's an example...it's not a good one but here goes...what if you went up to somebody and said hey do you want to hang out with me? you didn't really know the person just seen them around...what makes that person not ( Read more... )

so my guitar was delivered by ups on monday the 17th and was left at my front door. some one took off with my guitar. i have still not seen it and it is most likely gone. s it stinks but it was insured and i'll get another one but....perhaps we should pray for the person that stole it. if they really needed a guitar or money that bad to take it ( Read more... )

i am here in santa barbara with my cousin and it is the most beautiful place ever!! i want to live here. it is so amazing with the mountains right beside the ocean and i have found new things to be passionate about!! like...surfing! oh it's so great and so addictive. the first time you get up on a wave you are hooked. and skateboarding is awesome ( Read more... )

so yea i haven't updated in forever!! Life here has been pretty outstanding. I have had sad days but never extremely low days! Acting is truly amazing. It's awesome that God gave me these talents and he is allowing me to have this opportunity to impact lives for Him. Days are so beautiful too the sky is sooo blue. My section is amazing we all ( Read more... )

So I've been getting all sorts of sleep lately. And it has made my personality quite lethargic and i don't think I like it. I'm getting ready to move out to California and I don't know....Ever since i was little i wanted to get out of south Carolina. I just couldn't seem to find anything right with it. And now there is a huge part of me that ( Read more... )

nevermind i can't drive......well i can't drive stick. I am so terrible at it. My borther wouldn't buy me a ticket at manifest for the skillet concert unless i came up there and got some money and did it. so i was feeling brave and hopped in the car and drove to downtown columbia with switchfoot on havin a grand ol time when i can't find his ( Read more... )

So whoo hoo! I got my driver's license!! Although i may not have done as well if the guy that was examining me didn't keep making comments about how he liked my hair and how i look older than 18 and asking every dag um question there ever is to know about me. But hey small talk is fine as long as i pass! and to reward myself i am going to the ( Read more... )

Today is my 18th birthday. I won't be 18 until 2:48 or something like that. But I had the best time last night! Whooo hooo chocolate swirl cheesecake brownies for everyone! It's nice to be around so many different personalities. At the same time we all share one thing in common which is trying to be Christ-like which means we then have love ( Read more... )