Hmmm just a thought

[grlofshalott03]

I don't want to grow up...well perhaps i do i'm just a little scared i have to admit. Hmmm i look around at all of my friends and they never seem to be sad. then i think about what it would be like without sadness and i think life would be good. but then i thought sometimes i need to be sad. I'm so energetic all the time that i need a little

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[mrsoltys]

Word! Its not that none of your friends are sad, it seems that sadness is something simi embarassing for some people, because it is associated with weakness. So people hide it. Its kinda like rain, you really dont like rainy days, but without them and bad days how could you appricate sunny days? Anyhow, peace!

[grlofshalott03]

what a good anaology i suppose i wouldn't really appreciate beautiful days unless we had bad days to compare them to rock on!

[captinplanet08]

that is so very true, esp for me. I usually hide my sadness or try to, esp to my parents. Its b/c i fee like i souldnt be sad, aka weakness and pride, for me at least.

[grlofshalott03]

see that's the thing i don't hide my sadness and many times i feel like i should! i get angry at myselfsometimes for being sad and showing people i'm sad because i feel that i should be shining....it's like sadness is selfish it shouldn't be about me it should be about God and about them seeing Him through me so i want to shine for the Lord all the time but i can't but i do think i should hide my sadness more....i don't know

[captinplanet08]

dude, i cant wait to talk to you more! And i added you as one of my freinds to my lj, and we will talk agian soon!