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[groaninginnards]

i am sad today.

i want to be more.
i know i can, i know i have, i know i will.

but i need to do it now, before it's too late.

SHIT I STILL LOVE OKAY?
too much...

maybe my influences haven't been the same as of late. sucking me dry?
i don't know. but everything right now is making me inexpressibly SAD.

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[conceptual]

woman i think our lives our always in and out of parallel, it's too crazy.

it won't be too late! pinkie swearsies

[groaninginnards]

this was really important for me to hear. thank you. THANK YOU....! i feel better. it's a new year.

[tyler_crotch]

i just bought a cd called i killed my best friend, and i giggled under my shirt collar at the absurdity of the title, but it also made me feel bad, because why would anyone want to kill their best friend? it made me think of you and bill and sean and tori and all of the people i consider to be my best friends. and i never even see you, but you're one of the only people that i think of as being interesting. like i've said before, i'm kind of in love with you. it's like when a moldy peaches song starts playing on your ipod while you're walking at night in the winter, or during the day in spring, and you smile because you know that you're finally completely alone with the thoughts that you actually desire alone time with. and then you send a random text message to someone you haven't spoken to in a long time saying something like "i kiss you all starry eyed, my body swings from side to side" or "these walks are always beautiful. they remind me of the time it was windy as fuck and we walked down hollywood boulevard for like 45 years to

[groaninginnards]

i'm in love with this. it made me laugh and think and miss you more and more. ohhhhh. ohhhh. yeah. i feel loved, i feel cared for.

i'm glad someone thinks about me. this goes for both you and lindsey.

[tyler_crotch]

:)

[groaninginnards]

i know, right...