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Things I have learned from Mike about my body
1a. I have very balanced leg muscles, which is weird. Because I'm a girl.
1b. My tiny-boy hips (my own words) are cool because they make me less likely to tear my ACL.
2. I have a neutral pelvis.
3. My arms are pretty awesome (his words).
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It was hard seeing Jason again. Moreso, it was hard having him leave again. I kind of started spinning out. Again at first I thought it was getting better and it in fact got worse. Yesterday a lot of crying. I feel stupid like a teenager. An impatient voice is telling me to just get over it. But it is a big loss for me and a big hurt. I told him it ( Read more... ) -
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Everyone thinks San Francisco is this magical place where you magically become happy. So they are all moving there and leaving me behind. And I fall for it too, even though I don't blame where I live. I read "The Cutest Coffee Shops in San Francisco" and almost started crying. These perfect little settings where you can imagine yourself and ( Read more... ) -
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Jason took a job in San Francisco and moved away a week ago. I'm really angry with him. He doesn't call me, I am suddenly just another facebook friend. He posts links to my wall once in awhile. I am very alone and lonely. He had talked about going to Spain for a year to teach English and I knew he wanted to live in the Bay Area but at first it wasn ( Read more... ) -
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I wonder if I can ever understand myself now, if I can only understand my mother. -
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"Their relationships make them feel anxious instead of supported."
I met the most beautiful boy. San Diego Burners. He was very loving and said he was attracted to my intelligence. It set off a lot of missing Berkeley.
My Spanish teacher sent me a really sweet email too.
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By the pool on our trip to Las Vegas, Jean confided in me she hadn't realized my dad had died but figured it out from something I said offhand and didn't ask further, not knowing whether I was okay to talk about it. I told her what the deal was and it was fine, apologized that I have never told the people who care about me in any systematic way ( Read more... ) -
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also, the comforting thought is that this is still an adjustment period for me. but six months out of college is a long damn adjustment. opinions