i am sad today.

i want to be more.
i know i can, i know i have, i know i will.

but i need to do it now, before it's too late.

SHIT I STILL LOVE OKAY?
too much...

maybe my influences haven't been the same as of late. sucking me dry?
i don't know. but everything right now is making me inexpressibly SAD.

i hate this time of year.

i have no energy ever to explain the depth of emotion that i am constantly tumbling through.
so i just say : i hate. i hate. i hate. i hate.

i want it to go away. everything. EVERYTHING. but it's up to me to make it.

IDENTITY
COMMODITIES
PLAY

im so fucking post-modern it is DISGUSTING! i love it.

sometimes i really do get into this. [school]. Marina Levina is amazing.

i keep losing faith

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i'm scared i'm ruined

i love dan

that's all i can think about sometimes

WHAT?!

hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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