I'd like to put on the brakes and get off this ride, but I can't ( Read more... )

It's a bit discouraging to read an entry from 2 months ago...and still feel that I'm dealing with the same shit ( Read more... )

I should be working on my final right now ( Read more... )

About this time ( Read more... )

I need a new job.

Stat.

I've been having the reoccuring theme of architecture-infused dreams.
Does that make sense?
The world I create in my sleep is the main focus of the dream world. The environment itself is completely imaginary. Sometimes it's a bit Alice in Wonderland, other times it's more practical, but too often my dreams center not on what is happening-but

Cat-sitting is going wonderfully ( Read more... )

I need to stop analyzing things.
Just start doing things.
When I'm busy I don't have time to think about shit.

I feel like I've been avoiding people
without really trying.
It's like I've stopped trying lately
and that's been the result.

I've had to do some stuff for myself. I was stressing out, developing an ulcer.
But now I feel an absence...
and I'm not sure what it is.

It's been one of those weeks.
Crazy, fucked-up, unthinkable weeks.
Where you ask the void..."Really?"
Where I hold it all inside and try to help everyone else.
It's been a week for crying.

But the weeks almost over,
and things seem to be getting better.

I like to be optimistic when shit hits the fan.
It makes situations easier to get through.