Well I go to Ramapo tommorow. Nervous am I? YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! Especially since both of my original roomates withdrew and now I have no freaken clue who my roomates are............. So, I am just hoping everything goes well.

I LOVE MICHAEL FLATLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So Erich's Birthday is the 30th but tommorow his grandparents are having someting for him at their house, so I made cookies. Lols. I made sugar and chocolate chip. Hopefully. I don't eat them all. I finally got a letter from Ramapo on thursday saying where I am going to be living. I am in Maple Hall. There is an oak hall too. I wonder if the two ( Read more... )

So Erich has informed me that Rob Sonata arctica is making a video game. Okay, that's funny and awesome at the same time. I'm gonna get it.He's also informed me that Rob Zombi was one of the directors on Peewee's Playhouse. Haha! How great is that? Know, I understand........... My sister's bachelerette party is tonight. I have work at ten tommorow ( Read more... )

Things seem different with some people. I don't know, but it just seems that way. I don't even care anymore. Oh well, I will be going away in the fall anyways. I know it is still in New Jersey, but still, I'm glad to be going.

So my first day wasn't too bad it could have been better but it also could have been worse so it is okay. I think I saw something really discusting in the parking lot by Auntie Annes when I got there. Then, I was in zone one on the floor which is right in the front of the store and this guy kept talking to me and I think hitting on me and he kept ( Read more... )

"We met that night, when the sea ran high.
And I craved for more of that nearlove experience.
Those who the music hath then joined together, are now put asunder....

Remember me, when I lit the fire.
To keep us warm.
On a cold winter morning. Now I pass through the moment.
Can I still recognize a beautiful melody..." (Sonata Arctica, Gravenimage)

So today was pretty amazing with Erich despite the fact that I ate again way too much. It just seems like I am putting back all of the ounds that I lost and it really sucks. I don't know why I get too worried about it but I do and I really don't know what to do. I try to do everything to keep the weight off, I excersize a lot, I try and eat right ( Read more... )

I don't know if it is stress that is causing me to gain weight or just the food, but eating more than usual one day shouldn't cause me to gain weight. Of course I have to go to my frigen fitting for my bridesmaid dress on Sunday so that should be really fun. I went to Erich's house today, which was fun. We went to Bennigans (great more food) which ( Read more... )

This is really hard..............................