Gina didn't even have to pay him.
Gina did a good job picking out my dress. I like it a lot more than I thought I was going to and the seamstress really did a good job on the alterations. She even lowered the neckline for me. Wedding or not being comfortable is important, and I happen to be most comfortable with a low neck. My black and orange dress looks good that way.
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I'm getting married. I'm getting tied down. It's not just being talked about anymore, it's fucking real.
"Shit. God damn it." I should run. I could be Runaway Bride. I always liked that movie. I never told anyone, but I do like it. And that could be a whole lot better than this.
Fuck fuck fuck. What am I doing?
"How are you holding up?"
"I feel like shit." I snapped, turning to face Carly who's being all nice and smiling and looks damn good in the dress that she thought was going to be scary. "I feel like shit, and I don't look like shit, so that's fine, but I don't want to fucking do this anymore." Fuck!
My head's going to explode. What am I doing? What if I want to start fucking other people? What if Dylan wants to start fucking other people? That's a lot harder to make happen when you're married.
Well... No. It's not. But stillAlright, I don't ( ... )
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"Then you're also full of shit."
I sat down on the bed, trying not to laugh at the way that Gina was looking at herself in the mirror. From what I can remember I wasn't this bad, but I think I blacked out over some of the details. Gina on the other hand is very, very aware. Aware enough to be terrified, but last I checked fear is considered healthy when you're making a big life choice.
"Fuck, I think I'm going to die."
See? Shit.
"... I want you to kill me. Be a friend. Be a good friend. We've known each other long enough, I can trust you to do it right.""Gina!" I laughed and stood up, walking over to stand beside her. I smiled at her in the mirror, and then realized it was going to take a little more than a calm friend to help her get through this ( ... )
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"Don't act like I'm fucking joking!"
"I won't kill you on your wedding day, so you can count that out right now."
"Why not?" What kind of friend are you? I ask you personally, as a request, as the most I'll ever ask of you, to fucking kill me, and can you do that? No!
"But if you go through with this and Dylan does something to screw it up, I promise, I'll make him regret the day he was born."
Well... "Fair enough."
"Its natural to be scared. That doesn't mean that this is wrong, it just means you're taking it seriously, and that's a good thing."
"I don't fucking want to take this damn stupid thing seriously!" I don't! Does she think I like freaking the fuck out in front of her?! It's embarassing! It's fucking irritating!
"Its also pointless. Getting married to someone youre in love with isn't that big a deal. Its just handling the formalities. You'll get a tax break. Nothing is going to change."
"It's permanent. Unless you get a divorce. And I don't fucking want a divorce. What do I look like, Elizabeth Taylor?!" ( ... )
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"Like I said, I'll take care of it. You can be a widow."
Come on, Gina would like that. She could wear more black than usual and and be even bitchier because she'd be 'grieving'. It would be tough getting here, but maybe she could drag him to Los Angeles for something. Whatever. As long as she buys that she's not getting divorced, we're fine ( ... )
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