I need to stop

[grozznuy]

Hoping the next thing around the corner is going to be so much better than the hole I'm in right now.  The only times I'm happy is when I'm imagining everything is going to be better.  I want to make a difference, to help... but I can't care.  I feel so strongly against almost everything and everyone.. almost, at least there's that

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[tvreflection]

do you get enough sunshine, wade?

[grozznuy]

Quite a bit actually. I remember deciding not to post this but seems I did anyway.