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new livejournal = soycupcakes

:) happy valentines! <3

i want to go back to school.

operation: vegan puppy chow = success ( Read more... )

i worry all the time about your role in this life.
i'm not sure what you're thinking--
i do know that you have the best intentions, but...

are you afraid of losing me at all?

scratch that last entry, as i have no reason to be jealous.
i have everything i want and/or need right here...
and i am GENUINELY happy.

if anything, SHE should be jealous.
she's living a life she never wanted.
and no amount of money will ever change that.

i'm so sleepy, but everytime i try to sleep.. i feel anxious, and can't.
seriously. why am i so freaking selfish?
why can't i just be happy for others and not compare my situations to theirs?

goddddd, get over it, heather.

I went to bed with a smile on my face.
Four and a half hours later I woke up still smiling.

I am... ridiculously happy.
& so in love.
sigh.

sara and i moved in with her parents ( Read more... )

i have an interview at peeble's tomorrow.
everyone wish me luck. :)