yeah i feel kinda foolish writing that entry last night...not that the future doesnt depress me but theres no reason to dwell on it now, is there? my relationship with matt is the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time and i cant allow my own thoughts and fears scare me away from the amazing time i am having now. sure may is soon, ( Read more... )

its 1:30 in the morning. i'm wide awake. i haven't slept a good nights sleep in the past week ( Read more... )

i'm so bored in computers right now. so so bored. wish i didn't have to take this class ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about the friendships i have made over the past 4 years...all the many personal, special, fun memories i have had with so many different people in college...and i wonder how many of them are actually true friendships. you know, so many people come up to me...amazed at how many people i know and how many people know and like and ( Read more... )

so i'm in my computer class right now...trying very hard not to cry or scream or lunge out of my chair and gouge my teacher's eyes out. i don't know why this happens...i don't know why some teachers decide to hate one of their students for no reason. it's intro to computers for shit's sake...if i don't GRADUATE because of this pile of BULLSHIT then ( Read more... )

so i am wasted...trying to pass time...before the visitor comes. im trying the best i can to niot pass out before this happenbs. bvut you know...monday night! drank a bit too much...havr to wake up in 6 hours...and havent even had the special visit yet. once again ashley will not be in good spirits int he morning. but i guess some things are worth ( Read more... )

Go to google.com and type "(your name) needs" Then pick the funniest ones there ( Read more... )

so leave it up to ashley to get to her first class 40mins early. i am sitting outside my classroom right now typing on this really cool/awkward computer and the keyboard is all steele and impossible totype on. so excuse the lack of space marks here ( Read more... )

yeah...been a while ( Read more... )

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