You know.. I shouldn't feel... hurt.  I shouldn't.  It's just... I was the only one not invited.  The only one.  Even SHE was, and SHE doens't even particurally like her.  And it's just... I thought she liked me.  I really did.  And I really don't know why I care so much, because it's stupid and petty and I understand that.  It's just... it's not ( Read more... )

seeing people I haven't seen in months, excessive ammounts of avoiding, recognizing my laugh, making people break character, weird uneven laughter, speeding, Panic!, spilling frapachinos down my clevage, hiding behind shopping carts, scraping my knee, racing, skipping, pants ripping, jumping up and down, wishing I had a camera, Taco Bell, Avenue ( Read more... )

Nothing I say makes much sense.  Not really.  And I greatly miss how exciting life used to be.

I need.... to be around... boys.  Heterosexual, I actually act like I'm male, boys. 

You know, I really wish there was a High School Musical broadway soundtrack.  It was better.  Waaaaaay better.    That was one of the best experiences I've had while watching a show, which surprised even me.  I mean, I love HSM, but I thought it would be....ok.   But wow, those kids were so talented.  I got a shirt becuase I rock.

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decided to make a quick update about my life in general as I wait for dustin to get his ass up and take me to school.  I'm a good friend.

Certain people...I don't know what's going on with them.  I thought I could talk to them, you know?  Then suddenly I get screamed at and I know, I know, this situation I'm in isn't fun and probably isn't a good ( Read more... )

oooooooh, it's good to be me today.  And I do so love my schedual, every single class.  I just can't eat at school anymore becuase I feel like it's third period when it's fourth and I'm not hungry until fifth.

I know how interested you are in my schedual, so I'll inform you of it

1st- H. US history with paul peacock.  Techinically, Laura, Kellee, ( Read more... )

*sigh* he is going to kill me, isn't he?  Ah well, we'll deal with that tomorrow... or monday, depending on whether or not he's speaking to me, which I'm betting is no.

JANUARY
And because I didn't get to do it on Christmas Eve, I did it on New Years.. but the revised version, which was better, anyway, because it involved Spider Man

FEBRUARY
Let's play Apples to Apples

MARCH
Outside my house is a cactus plant
they call the century tree

APRIL
I needed something to distract me

MAY
God, I am a moron.

JUNE
Oh, George Clooney.  ( Read more... )

This is my new, nameless puppy.  Isn't he adorable?


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