I feel like I'm the only one not moving forward.

He is mind blowingasfhadtkjlkfj834fhiw4;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

San Diego

Seriously living here my good friend Jack has done so much for me rather it's just keeping me sane or helping me stop crying or just giving me support that I need. I love her so fucking much ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking over this and everyone.
I fucking can't stand Orange County, though it will always be better than Hell.
I want to move to the bay already.

I miss Karla, Manda and Hope so fucking much.

I'm long over-due for a Disneyland visit.
Any takers?

I want this on my wedding cake if I ever get married:

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First night alone and what do I do?
Cry my fucking head off.

I miss Karla SO much.

I want this more than anything in the world... and I know I'll never find it. :| How depressing.

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Do you remember the first time?
Time stopped then sped so fast.
In just three minutes you were mine.
Don't think that it was the last.

You knew I knew the ways that I could make you say:
"Please, please, please don't take it,
Take it, take it, take it easy on me. Just make it,
Make it, make it, make it harder to breathe."
So I'll climb on top ( Read more... )

Alex, I know you'll read this so:
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!