When thinking about the past do you ever stop and think “wow that was horrible…fuck it…lets do it again!”

That’s how I feel about so many things right now lol…

I love it when I’m free from my own thoughts!

This year is going to be awesome!!!! =D

Random:
"The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple."
-Oscar Wilde

Yeah...i know i'm weird...but people like it ;)

I drew a few things this year...

i sit at super wheels and work on them while my boyfriend works (floor guard)...

little kids pass by and say "wow thats so cool!"

older people pass by and say "wow you must have been bored!"

I'm a little offended by the second one....

yeah i get bored and its a good way to entertain myself...but is that all they see when ( Read more... )

"Hey there Delilah(sp)"

Pretty awesome song but you have to be in such a specific situation to relate to it...Which isnt the case with me anymore.( just a random thought.)

So much has happened...but this isnt a gossip journal...(not mine anywho) so dont get excited =P

i guess i'm playing a baseball game...the paranoid type...three strikes your out... ( Read more... )

after it all...
all i really want is to have something so simple said to me...
"lol ay aileen...don't worry anymore. it's gonna be okay :) " 
thats a quoted text message from Salvador. 
go figure. =/

and it is...
I really do believe him...
no matter what happens...
it trully is going to be okay...
because eventually it will be =]

2 more days...

How can something completely reverse itself? 
I thought so much about how great it is...not shalow...just great...
Then i saw >.>...and it's not so great anymore...
Besides that...it's just the entire situation...in every aspect of it...
I still enjoy (times) but it's not enough...
i want something more.
However, i feel that it's a horrible ( Read more... )

6 days ( Read more... )

I’ve always been very proud of myself for choosing the guy with brains, charm, and personality. Sure, he may not have an Integra G35<3, nor a Dodge Charger <333...and he might not be the prettiest face ever…but I’ve always tried my hardest to get past that. My mother is the complete opposite; in theory. She’s so materialistic! She’s walking around ( Read more... )

So i got a flat tire tonight at 12:30 and i got yelled at by my dad for no reason...not cool...and then i talked to him about it and it got better but his ego wouldnt allow him to apologize, let alone even be a little bit wrong about the situation...i should've called someone else...

Thanks "(Loser!)" 
I know you would have been there ASAP if u had ( Read more... )

So i havent posted in a bit.....simply bc theres too much to say....and i havent really been up to writing all about it...

It's not that serious...but at least i'll vent a little...

"i swear...this shit only happens to you..."

Mr.AAM...=]

Well...it was fun while it lasted. I'm glad it's done with - bc obviously ur confused...and i'm sorry about that... ( Read more... )