Do we begin? The rubble or

It's not so bad really. Actually quite nice. Xoxo

I don't understand why I have to justify myself to you....

Why don't oh you must stop take a chill.

Interference not appreciated. But, whatever.

Don't forget to sleep.

Am so fucking cranky. I don't ducking know why.

I don't understand it
And I never had it
Will never know that burning curiosity
For the depths that never belonged to me
I will never hang on every word
Will not crave for crumb and curd
Will not follow, will not listen, cannot fathom, hate to guess and...

I will never know what it is
That the world sees in this
I am busy with my own
Will not ever take one ( Read more... )

Silence is golden, silence is pure, silence is simple, angry noise is a blur

Silence is wanted, and would be my way, my silence is broken, stolen, and shamed

Knows anything about cardboard and glue?

There is something in my head. Deja vu over and over all day today. So much so as to actually be distracting. And every time I reach for it and take the time to think about whatever it is I seem to be trying to think about. Over and over.

Other times I just see weird shit out of the corners of my eyes. I really need to sleep. I really cannot.