so yea, it's been a while

here's something to wake the dead:

Tell me your favorite sad songs

because i'm addicted

many many things to tell...

hate pain im lost agian lost agian sent spirling down again

wandering down winding down

never been seen before? never been heard before.

i don't cry no more. have mercy.

so i was just stopped at shopko because they thought WE STOLD! Oh man it was lame i took the lady back to where i put my stuff back and stuff and she's like well you're lucky today because i was supposed to leave 5 minutes ago so i'm not going to call the cops....

What the fuck. that was lame.

so you enjoyed me when i didn't lie? Well here's the truth, i enjoyed you when you didn't get caught up in what other people had to say. When the world was better tasted through the eyes of a visionary rather than a pescimistic teenage girl. I enjoyed the late night conversations and the truth behind our ramblings of sense and purpose. I lied to ( Read more... )

will we ever stop this forwards backwards backwards forwards nothings ever right no ones ever wrong sense of living ( Read more... )

So here goes. How about we all grow up and stop living like thirteen year olds. It's really old. Did you really think i'd keep your things forever and never give them back? If you did you're a moron and i guess you never really knew me at all. It's sad really. What gives you the right to treat me like a fucking pile of steaming shit? Haven't i been ( Read more... )

Do you really believe that this is what is't all about? are you ready and willing to give in to a sense of feeling that's only half par? Are you waking up in the bed you wanted to be in? Are you failing to see you're failing miserably? Do you really believe your lies? are you lying in your own grave retracing your steps trying to figure out where ( Read more... )

Im going to madison next week to start looking at apartments!!! WOO!

Yea, i'm totally excited. HOpefully we'll find a good apartment in a good neighborhood for a reasonable price. BUt duh, isnt that what everyone hopes?

ANyways, thanks to higher grounds coffee i offically hurt BOTH of my wrists. Hello carpal tunnel syndrome.

And....gotta go.

let every little thing fall apart. The nerves, the anxiety. None of that matters anymore. Let the excitment drive over you like a storm on a late sping night. Let your senses wash away every single tear you've ever cried. Let every compliment you've ever recieved re-live itself in your mind day after day after day. Take in the world, don't let the ( Read more... )

So i'm thinking of moving to madison.

More like planning it out.