i'm kind of upset with you. i don't know how to say it. maybe because i know i'll just be shot down to being overdramatic and what i feel won't matter. but i can't help that, i guess.

i'm moving in a week. i'm taking care of everything by myself. that feels kind of liberating, actually. i've never felt like i can do anything by myself and i'm always begging someone to tag along. alyssa wants me to be more self sufficient, but she hasn't seemed to notice my recent push into independence. i like to look at the small things. maybe ( Read more... )

i have decided i will probably not be working in the film industry. why? because the best movie has already been made and its name is inception ( Read more... )

i'm giving up on that for awhile.

i just realized that when i'm feeling extra alone and i'm getting over things, i read celebrity gossip the most.

their life comforts me

but seriously, djing drunk is so much fun

i can't sleep and it's driving me insane. i don't know what's wrong with me, but my thoughts have really taken over when i tried so hard to keep them away earlier. someone asked me if it was paige i was bothered over. are you kidding me? she is so easily rid of in my head. it was kind of funny because she texted me to ask if i'm over her. who the ( Read more... )

I am not good.
And I do not pretend to be.
But I’ll say I’m in love when I’m not
And I’ll pray to god even when I question god’s existence.

I will judge a man even if I haven’t walked in his shoes
And I will laugh at inferiority. I am human.
But if god were to hate me for my actions
Then he didn’t love me in the first place.
And if I don’t go ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with me. it's like i don't want to be around anyone. i don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. i just don't want to lock myself in my room and stay there. i don't like that feeling, because it makes me a different person, i think; makes me act differently. and i don't know what to do or how to change it. i just hope it

i really wish i didn't volunteer to be the playwright in my theater class. i wrote the most ridiculous play in the world, yet my theater group still likes it. i don't get that at all.

i'm exhausted. i really wish i didn't ahve to go to english. boo