To all my LJ friends out there who have faded from my life.
To that certain someone I wish I could still talk to.
To all those missed or unknown.
Merry Christmas, Happy yule,
and may your new year bring you more joy then the last.

and just like that, life sucks again.

he emailed me today to say that the position has been cancelled.

Back to being depressed and feeling useless again

He called me back today. i got the job!

ok, so I rarely come to LJ these days, mostly because everyone I used to communicate with has moved over to facebook or something (and I do not have a facebook account, WILL not have a facebook account ( Read more... )

Without conflict
There is no challenge
Without challenge
There is no growth
Without growth
There is no purpose
Only stagnation.

As a kid, I was fairly involved with cub scouts.  It was one of the few areas I felt  really confident in.

Tonight, I got thinking about something from those years in a kind of round about way.  I was remembering a section of Stephen Hawkins book "a brief history of time".  He was explaining the reasons why two objects of different mass fall at ( Read more... )

I think I may have to completely redo this module of math.  I was tearing through it on Friday, having no trouble at all.   Then I got sick and spent most of the weekend in a NyQuil coma.  Now I'm staring at these factoring problems in confusion as I can't figure out which factor rules to use on them.  It's seriously pissing  me off because ( Read more... )

Sick.  Spent yesterday in a NyQuil  coma.  Just took some more.  Night night

For to see mad Tom O'bedlam 
Ten thousand miles I'd travel,
Mad maudlin goes on dirty toes
To save her shoes from gravel...

Forgot how creepy fun this song is,  and now I'm contemplating  rereading the bedlam bard series by Mercedes lackey

I've finally gotten around to start knitting again.  Trying to get a gift done for yule, so I really should have started this earlier.  I've just been do distracted with school and whatnot that I haven't been thinking much about it.   I want to start making stuff again, however, and knitting is the easiest to do on the bus to and from school.

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