People have been asking me "why" a lot lately. I say something reasonable and understandable. Logical. The real answers keep tumbling around in my head, so I wrote out a stream of conscience answer to that question:
I'm alive and still planning a move. I feel pushed and pulled in so many directions at the moment. There are a lot of people here who wish for me to stay, but I don't know that I can, for many different reasons
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i have to get away from here. i tried to plan a trip back to boston, but alas, the expense is too much for my already pitiful bank account. so my eyes turn again to chicago
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tired. planning. trying to find out if i know anyone in chicago. another move may be imminent. things fall apart right as they come together. tired. restless. anxious. trying to exercise, but i'm afraid of over-doing it. work has taken over my life and sadly, it's just busy work. there is really no significance to it at all. this is frustrating.
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worked a lot this week. 60+ hours, about 30 at each job. entertained the parental units, which was nice, but tiring. mother talks a lot. i'm kind of used to plenty of alone time. it was still good to see them, though
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thankfully. it's been a looooong work-filled week for me. lots of unexpected coverage at the bar and plenty of hours at the Green Lady. this is all i have time for before running to pick up my parents (yay!) and then running to work. only 3 hours today, thank goodness.