is it really true when its hard to say? not hard but just doesnt seem to flow. i love you...isnt it easy to say when you really dont love the person. but when you really do care and LOVE this person its kinda hard. he finally knows i love him. ive been really wanting to tell him, but it was hard. but one night he had asked me why do i put up with ( Read more... )

wow! its been a while, again, since ive updated, so thought id drop by.... ummm life is pretty great right now, for a change, its been two weeks for me and fred,yes were back together, yes AGAIN, maybe i really love this boy, we've been through ALOT and all i can say this time is that..it wont be me breaking up numerous times. hopefully we dont ( Read more... )

hey hey hey!!! so ive been home for like a week now, i miss it over there in cali!!! it was so pretty and peaceful! i stayed in san luis obispo, this tiny town. i went to san fransico, i LOVED it there!!! i love the tall buildings, and all types of people. before i left palm beach, my plane was delayed so that made all my other flights late, with ( Read more... )

HEYYYYYYYYYYY!!! dont worry im still alive, just been real busy!! im in cali right now, its so pretty out here!!!!!!! but ill get into more detail when i get back!

okk...so schools bout done, got to go on monday for my presentation=(, i failed chemistry...which really sucked, i was about to ball my eyes out, but i kept it together this time, i cant believe it, first f in my whole life and all because of that stupid chemisty and mr. herman cant teach, he kills me with not teaching a thing! but next year i def ( Read more... )

so i saw thomas the other day, and im glad to say it didnt feel the same, so its gonna be easy to let that go, he be actin' phony sumtimes. last nite i talked to my ex, freddy, for like two hours, just going down memory lane, it kinda hurted, but i kept telling myself i put myself here, cause i DO miss him and still have feelin's for him, i just ( Read more... )

i dont know why im feeling like this, and i hate it so much! thomas just got out TODAY, called me while i was in school...umm, yeh, kinda freaKED me out! i was sittin there just praying to God, please take this situation out of my hands and YOU lead me the right way, the right thing to do. i dont know EXACTLY what is bothering me, but it is, and it ( Read more... )

like WOAH!!!! i went to this 'thought of war', sumthing for church and it was just so...........AmaZing! i cant even put it into words......it just blew my mind! i never knew the Word could have such an affect on you! its great!

okkkkkkkk...so it was 'OFFICIAl' on may 2nd. me and mr.roland! yeh i know it might seem crazy to have sumone sooooooooooooooo far, but it just feels soooo right, and i just cant let this one go. and yeh its crazy that we never met in person, YET. but thats only a day away. hes suppose to come down tomoro...i think, maybe, hopefully. hmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

omgosh!!! this weekend was so so so so-o GREAT!!! i went to this youth advance in ft.lauderdale(sp)...for church, and it was just so amazing to me. it really opened up my eyes.
shante' you really do need to come with us next time!!! it was fun.