I'd like to think not, especially since there is an offer of sex out there from someone else that I'm just not acting on. Maybe it's just mourning the sex with this person? I'm just a wierdo. Very finicky. It's rare that I'm comfortable enough with someone to not just let them stay with me for days at a time, but actually strongly desire them to be there. It's a weird mix of indifference, perviness, and infatuation that I've got going on in my mixed up little mind. This conjunction of desiring someone who is also attracted to me and none of my usual hang ups get in the way seems so rare that when it happens I get really bummed that it goes away.
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