1. There is something about you that fits so much better than anything or anyone else. I didn't really know what it meant to have a best friend before you, as no previous friendship had ever had that strong of a connection. I love that we are totally stupid but can act mature, and just being in your presence makes my life better and suddenly feel ( Read more... )

Things are becoming pretty normal here. I'm settled in, and I feel pretty at home in the paint shop now. The nice thing about La Boheme is the entire thing is covered in a bunch of different textures, forcing me to learn a lot about most of the different textures I will be using right away. So I'm stating to get caught up as I learn how things work ( Read more... )

so I have felt like a total moron since starting classes/my assistantship. I seem to know absolutely nothing about scenic art, except for what I'm learning while working. I have some techniques, but that's about it. I was getting a bit down because I was starting to think that I wasn't cut out for this, and that there was no way I'd make it through ( Read more... )

So my assistantship stuff starts on thursday, and classes start the wednesday after that. I'm excited to finally get started at UIUC considering that I've been waiting since spring ( Read more... )

I have less than two weeks before I leave. Less than TWO WEEKS! And I'm working for most of that. Where did the time go? I remember thinking that it would never come before, and that was two months ago ( Read more... )

I go home to the coast
it starts to rain,

I paddle out on the water alone.

Taste the salt
and taste the pain.
Im not thinking of you again,

Summer dies
and swells rise,
the sun goes down in my eyes,
see this rolling wave,

darkly coming

to take me,

home.

things have been different. I have randomly zings in the day that remind me of what we had, but in the end I know it was the right decision ( Read more... )

Well it's the end of the semester and I suddenly had an actual want to write something on here. I am pretty tired overall, because even though I got plenty of rest last night does not mean that that's been a common thing in the last two weeks ( Read more... )

I cannot believe what happened today ( Read more... )

So, let's see ( Read more... )