have you ever felt anxious, and scared, just at the thought of being with someone, for more then a month, even two weeks ( Read more... )

i love talking to him, but i hate not knowing who he really is ( Read more... )

this fear has got to stop. It always gets in the way of me being happy with someone. When will it stop? when i find someone i'm completely comfortable with? But how am i supposed to do that, when whenever i start to really like someone i push them away. I get to scared. I expect them to hate me, to hurt me. I've been hurt, used, crushed to many ( Read more... )

So, today I was swinging, for like over an hour, but it gave me time to think. Which I did a lot of. I realized a lot, I made huge realizations today. Which I am going to say most of them once I'm not freezing anymore. Ok so anywho some of my realizations were ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't be this happy ( Read more... )

Well I died my hair yesterday..its orange adn i touched it up some today and i got to see this dued i like doug which was the only good thing all day....umm yesterday i decorated my house for halloween well me annie and sam did...it looks cool but kyle [dickface] says it looks gay..he also hates my hiar but whatever i dont care eanymore..and i ( Read more... )

I DYED MY HAIR ORANGE..take a look

lies, why tell lies when they just hurt poeple

why did i believe you

why did i even listen to you

when all you do is lie

you say you hate liars, but maybe thats why

well then you hate yourself

you made me hate you too

you tell people this just to hurt me

well you've succeeded,

you can stop now

before you go to far

Today I realized, I still love him. How I can love him after he did this to me, I do not know, all i know is that he is all i can think about. He is the only one on my mind. I like someonelse but I LOVE him. He cares so much, he gets on me about not going to school, or aobut me doing my homework. Does he still like me? I wish, but i know that we ( Read more... )

my convo with kyle on aim ( Read more... )