Well im nervous got exams this week but hey who cares i can always resit them if i do crap but feeling confident for this one as ive always been better at english especially english language. Well as for my eating im trying my hardest to lose ive lost 3 pounds in 5 days pretty lush im below 7 st now so am sinking further into ana but im going to be ( Read more... )

im nervous got to teach 30 kids in a fitness session today great fun i hope it will go ok think it will. Anyway im really happy cz im back with andy and he makes me feel so special even though deep down i know im ot im just a person born into this world probably as a mistake and im merely just exsisting i dont feel as if im living. I want to be ( Read more... )

Just to say im very confused with life at the moment

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feel like a fat ugly pig just want to be 80 then 70 then 60 then 50 then dead

I really do not think that i have any feelings anymore i dont know how to feel. Life is so exhausting and im kinda questioning what is the point of my exsistence. I have so many shifts over christmas plus revising for my january exams i also have you (ana) to live with. I think that you are the only one i can talk yo and i am the only one you can ( Read more... )

OMG got so drunk on thursday i cannot rememnber a thing i went with kieran who i really like and mum sed that i was bein sick in the car on way home and he had to hold the bowl for me i feel so bad cz i cant remember ne thing. My pe teacher also tole the entire class that i had him up against the wall and we were groping each other he said it was ( Read more... )

feeling not with it today couldn't give a toss about anything really couldn't

today ive had 500 calories which is too much i must cut down and want someone on here to compete with me you must tell the truth what you have eaten playing this game will allow us to lose weight and make it more fun too. Post and reply my games begun do you want to play?

Hey everybody im new to the journal so don't really know how anything works. Heres a bit about me i have and have had anorexia for three years now and ana is my best friend she is with me everywhere i go and i dont want toget rid of her. I love looking at pro anorexia sites and the pics of the so skinny ppl i want to look like that. Well i hope to ( Read more... )