so yeah, it's been like forever since I've been on this!! so. I do suppose if you ever check this out, you should go to my myspace or facebook, I'm on those way more. here's the link for myspace, and just use my e-mail addy for the facebook thing. http://www.myspace.com/40855459Read more... )

so yesterday was a blast, I went to MN to see some friends, and ended up seeing 4 people that I knew! yay lol Ryan, Nick, Monica and Peter. anyways, we went to see Cats *Ryan and Nick were in it, great job guys!!!!!* and it was awesome!!!! I loved it, and I wanted to stay for today's show, but I couldn't because it was a 3-ish hour drive home, ( Read more... )

Only When I Sleep ( Read more... )

okay, so referring to that last blog, there are two poems I wrote about it. The Real You is from the first chance, and then Things Just Come Out Better As Notes is from the end ( Read more... )

well so many things have been not working out for me lately...for example...this guy I dated about a month ago, who ditched me, lied to me, and then acted like nothing was wrong...well he's been begging to have me back for a while now....he's been acting so sweet, and cute and such, you know what I mean, and finally after I say that I'll give him a ( Read more... )

...that's it...life sucks...nothing more to say...maybe later....everything sucks...can't do anything about it which makes it suck more....grr

okay...this is starting to really bother me...I keep trying to make myself not love you...to see you as the friend that you are....but I can't. it's that stupidly simple, I can't. you know I should be able to just see you as a friend...you don't feel the same about me, but I can't help but still love you. I don't know where I'm going with this, but ( Read more... )

DISCLAIMER: FOLLOWING CONTENT MAY BORE AND/OR ANNOY YOU BECAUSE IT'S JUST ME VENTING ABOUT HOW MUCH MY LIFE SUCKS ( Read more... )

well Sadie's really sucked...ditched by my date for an ashlee simpson concert, begged my a friend to still go...ignored all night...alone on all slow songs *which was pretty much every song* and sitting by myself while everyone else had their dates....this dance sucked pofusely on so many many many levels....so uncomfortable all night long, and ( Read more... )

**!!BE HONEST!!** hehe pwease :D ( Read more... )