Apparently, my 8 to 9 or however fucking long it's been now weeks of confinement in the house without a single friend, or single thing to do during the day, automatically puts me into "maid" status in my mums eyes. Nevermind the fact that she won't let me go out and visit a friend for 3 or 4 days where the most strenuous activity Abbie had planned ( Read more... )

Amelie,
 Romeo+Juliet, 
Trainspotting, 
Pulp Fiction, 
Shark Tale, 
The Lion King, 
Shrek, 
Monsters Inc, 
Toy Story, 
Pirates, 
Love Actually, 
Brown Bunny, 
Godfather, 
Traffic, 
10 Things I Hate About You.

Up and down, up and down, up and fucking down ( Read more... )

Myself ( Read more... )

When I grow up, I will never ever move my children around.

They will live in one place.
They will have friends who they have known their whole lives.
They will always have in-jokes, and endless history with each other.
They will have friends who will be 100% loyal to them, and randomly hate people just because they do for no good reason, because they ( Read more... )

I 'm not gonna pretend- Im not really happy ( Read more... )

I'm a little lost ( Read more... )

Its over.

I feel so numb.
My body physically hurts from crying.
And I just don't know what to do with myself or my time.

How the hell did I become this in the space of 7 months?...

We'd arranged to meet at a cafe to just talk...
I arrived knowing that I didnt want things to end, but also had to draw some lines....So when we sat down i said what i had to ( Read more... )

 Hey you,

I'm sorry to come back to this, but there are a few things that are really upsetting me and its not your fault that its gone on like this for so long, because I didn't want to bring it up for various reasons…Which was stupid I know, so it might look like a lot of problems but I just want to get everything out in the open…And I apologise ( Read more... )

Urgh...
There's some rather hefty issues going on at present...
The last 3 weeks have been on and off for me and Mike...Largely to do with him, and his weird spasms of affection or lack of. Sadly, despite knowing that this comes as part of mike, because it has happened several times before, it still upsets me a lot and messes me up a lot....
I'm not ( Read more... )