I love Gunes!
Gunes is a hot mothafucka!
My life would be a lonely empty road with nowhere to go without Gunes!
What the FUCK would the world do without Gunes!
Gunes is the most absa-fucking-lutely coolest, specialist, awesomost, coolest, fantabuloust, hottest, coolest, sexiest, coolest, craziest person in the whole wide world/galaxy/universe/parallel ( Read more... )

 Well Hello...Its been a frightfuly long time since my last post, I think ( Read more... )

I'm  terrified ( Read more... )

I still stand by my entry last night, however drunken it was. 
There's nothing left to do but wait now until he's back from work, and hopefuly, dear god (yes, the one I dont believe in), he will contact me, and we'll try to sort it out.

I havent been able to write anything overtly creative for a long time. I want to blame the exams sucking out all my ( Read more... )

Fuck
ive managedto ruin the best thing that ever happened to me
i will neber forgive myself.

ever.

"I'm not fucking anyone else...Ever."
"Ever?"
"Ever."

Thats all I want to remember. Thats where I wish our evening had stopped.

What else are you supposed to do in times of need? In times of sorrow? In the times when you don't think you'll ever stop shaking, ever stop sweating, ever hear anything but the sound of your own heartbeat throbbing painfully in your ears? 
Cry of course.
Sit down, crack open that bottle of wine you've had stashed under the bed (hidden away from the ( Read more... )

I must be an idiot ( Read more... )

I feel a kind of meloncholy sadness that I cant seem to explain to myself ( Read more... )

1- Citizenship/Permanent Residency exam (this afternoon ( Read more... )

Note to self:
Stop being a prick.
Have a little faith.
Control your jealousy.
Or at least acknowledge it and talk about it.
Or else it's just gonna get worse.