So confused

[guesswho2006]

Everything's so confusing lately. Is this what happiness feels like? If so, it's definatly not what I expected. I should be happy, I have every reason to be. I have someone that loves and cares for me as much as I do them, I haven't been arguing with my parents, everything's great. So why don't I feel great

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[keepcrying4me]

When all the world was just darkness and that damn endless stream of nightmares you were there for me. when it felt hopeless and like no one would ever truely care no one would ever really "get" me, you got me. i dont have a single happy highschool memory without you in it. and i love that. I love waking up in the morning with my mouth hurting because i couldnt stop laughing, i love all the bruises from tripping over things because i was so amused i couldnt see straight. I love being able to sit on your bed and tell you things i could never tell any one. and you never judge, and you never hurt me. I will always be here for you. I have felt what your feeling right now, probably for different and unnameable reasons, but sometimes, sometimes it all just piles up and is way to much to bear.you and me are so similar its terrifying, we both smile and laugh because thats what the world wants to see, and we want to make them happy. sometimes i think we would be happier if we just didnt care about people, but we could never stop loving. I

[blonde_gurl0730]

Heather if anyone should feel like they are competing it should be me. Everytime I call Autumn she is with you. Everytime I show up at her house she is with you. I just want all of us to get along. What did I fucking do to you. I drive all the way from Land O Lakes to be with Autumn and then she forgets about me and goes somewhere with you. Why cant we all do something together. Why does someone always have to be left out. Heather I would like to be your friend, but every time I get close enough to talk you push me away.Why?