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I hope every fucking cop in Florida dies a very painful death. I got a fucking speeding ticket 72 in a 45. My fucking windshield got a crack in it. And now I cant see the love of my life.

You know it is not easy dealing with a mother that is drunk 90% of the time. It is really actually so fucking hard. At times I want to cry but I know if she sees that it gets to me she will probably just laugh. My friends think that their parents are so bad. I would give anything to have a mother that actually cared. My sister told me not to long ( Read more... )

Today sucked, no matter what I do I still cant make peace with Heather. I try talking to her and being nice and all but all I get back is negative attitude. Sometimes I wish that she would open her fucking eyes and look the hell around. She is not the only fucking person that is friends with Autumn. Sometimes I think I should give up. Maybe she is ( Read more... )

So yea did I mention that I had 4 and a half hours of sleep. ANd then Chris writes me this message he thinks something is wrong. Well I can tell you one thing I think that I am different alot of things have gone through my head. Do I love him or do I want to love him. I have always had a fear that I am going to be alone when I get older and when I ( Read more... )

I think I might of been wrong. Maybe she really does care, but she does not have enough time to call me. Maybe her life is so hectic that she doesnt even have time for herself anymore. Well I just want her to know that I am here and that she can call me anytime of the day, I will always answer the phone (well maybe not if I am sleeping but you get ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you get really sick the one friend that you think might call you doesnt. She doesnt bother to call you even when you get home from the hospital. Maybe I should just for get all the good times we had together, becuase just maybe we arent friends anymore. Sometimes I feel like I have to fight just to talk to her, then sometimes I ( Read more... )

OMG I want to quit school. I am so sick of the crap that the school gives me. Today I was talking to Matt and he said that when he requested a schedule change, he got it right away (I mean within a day). And i went up there and asked if my schedule had been changed yet (keep in mind it has been a week since I put in the request) and she told me ( Read more... )

Today would of been better if I did not feel like crap. And the day that I try to spend with Autumn I managed to screw up too. I am always late to the things that I dont want to be late for. And then I am early to the thing that I don even want to go to. But anyways on a good note my boyfriend gave me roses today That made me smile. They were so ( Read more... )

School started, yea. I guess it is ok. Only today I found out that I literally hate one of my teachers. And I think that some of my friends want nothing to do with me. Oh well it is there problem that they lost a good friend. And Heather if you read this I dont hate you. I just never talk to you. So therefore I dont know you. And did i mention that ( Read more... )