Comments | guiltapalooza: 12. [voice]

guiltapalooza

12. [voice]

Mar 31, 2011 22:09

I-- I got so used to Spike on here, that I forgot that... that the one in Sunnydale isn't like that. [Willow sounds blank, like she's been strong emotion'd out.] I didn't forget forget, but it's different when you see it and have a broken bottle held to your neck and are stuck hostage in an abandoned factory and, and--

[Her voice breaks and turns ( Read more... )

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guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 02:30:04 UTC

Yes, it's a bad thing! [Now is not the time for your shenanigans, Cross.] Oz broke up with me, and I'm thinking refusing to talk to me altogether doesn't mean he's going to be the forgive and forget type. What if he never talks to me again, ever?

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dreamsonaplane April 1 2011, 02:28:28 UTC

It's so unsurprising that Spike ruins everything.

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 02:31:18 UTC

This one wasn't exactly Spike's fault. No denying he steered the train into the trainwreck, but the train itself was sorta... me. And Xander.

justasdamaged April 1 2011, 02:33:45 UTC

Oh my God... are you okay?

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 02:35:55 UTC

I'm fine. Just another day on the Hellmouth. [She tries to be flippant, but it comes out a touch bitter.]

... I'm sorry. It's been a long couple days. I got my SAT scores back and everything, and I need to take it again. You should anyway because colleges like to see that you're dedicated to improving yourself, and I am! I am so dedicated! No more Cletus for me, only-- only Pez and studying. That's it. Pez and studying.

justasdamaged April 1 2011, 02:38:48 UTC

Maybe you should slow down. You were attacked and what happened with those other people... it might be best to slow down.

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 02:40:08 UTC

Slow down. Right. That's probably a good idea. I'm not making a lot of sense, am I?

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cuzitswrong April 1 2011, 02:55:18 UTC

I know this is probably the last thing you want to hear, but... this might be one of those situations where he needs some space. For processing. I think there's a lot of... processing that needs to go down.

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 02:58:10 UTC

I know. You're right, and... you're right. There is a lot of processing. Maybe I'll just focus on studying for the SATs again. Why do they make you wait so long to retake it? It's torture.

cuzitswrong April 1 2011, 03:00:18 UTC

That doesn't mean you have to make with the avoiding either. Unless you're deadset on it, in which case, I can blab about standardized testing with the best of 'em.

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 03:34:13 UTC

I don't want to avoid, but I'm going a little crazy... not avoiding. Sitting in my room staring at the Pez dispenser he gave me just doesn't seem like it'll lead to good times and progress.

So standardized testing it might be.

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childrenoflilim April 1 2011, 04:10:40 UTC

Willow, are you okay?

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 04:17:37 UTC

I'm not hurt, I'm just... guilty. So yeah, I'm fine.

childrenoflilim April 1 2011, 04:29:00 UTC

...guilty isn't a lot better.

guiltapalooza April 1 2011, 04:30:49 UTC

But it could be worse. Things could still end up okay, couldn't they? No one-- no one died, and... and maybe things will be okay.

[Yeah, she's convincing herself, here.]

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