fuck the bullshit (Rob is sexy) and I'm too sick to think. This pain is much to real and it won't subside. So I bite by tounge and smile through it all knowing that once i'm alone all i'll do is cry. cuz this world can be too much sometimes and right now i'm not strong enough to handle the walls that are caving in around me. I still can't forget no ( Read more... )

everytime, every-fucking-time. Well it is a well known fact that history repeats itself. I guess I shouldn't be too surprised by the fact that I can't seem to get away.

Well now I'm burning cd's for my trip to GA since all my favorite cd's are gone, gah. Anyways I just wanted to share with the world that I hate Waffle House drama. I miss Steven like crazy and I'm mad at myself for that but I can't help it. It kills me that I haven't heard from him and the one time that I had the nerve to call him he didn't call me ( Read more... )

grr...someone stole my cd changer and all the cd's that were in there. This angers me very much so. But my loving and wonderful mommy has agreed to pay for me to get a new one before I go to Georgia so I'm gonna go get a new one today. Yay, me. I'm still mad though cuz now I have to re-buy all of my Slipknot cd's cuz they are gone now along with my ( Read more... )

I hate black people and I hate the fact that 97% of the people that come into my work on my shift are black. I hate ICP people, and I hate that they feel the need to fucking congregate at my work. And I hate black ICP people that also feel the need to have little mini gatherings at my work as well. Fuck them all! I feel like the guy in Office Space ( Read more... )

"I think that self-reliance is what makes you happy ( Read more... )

Note the song that I'm listening to right now, cuz it fits perfectly at the moment. I'm so far away from here right now and it's great. I'm not in the hell that is Virginia, I'm no where near all the drama bullshit that ass brought in to my life again. I seriously think that I can say that I'm above him now cuz he doesn't mean a thing to me and he' ( Read more... )

I just want it to be said that I don't know where the hell my last entry came from but it has faded already so yeah. I feel really good right now, Troy was right, after I got some sleep I felt better. I ended up not going to sleep after work yesterday and i went and saw Troy and went with him up to the church. That wasn't a good idea, I should have ( Read more... )

So there is this guy that I think I like. He's cute and funny and I want to lick him. The problem is, I don't really know him that well and I think that a friend of mine might like him, I don't really know. But I can't really stop thinking about him. I don't really want to give away who I'm talking about so all that I'll say is that it's hard for ( Read more... )

"I want you to stay- you take away the pain ( Read more... )