If I ever kill myself this will be my suicide note ( Read more... )

It doesn't make sense anymore. This world is so confusing to me right now I just want to scream. I want to be with him so much it hurts. In fact everything involving him hurts right now. I hate love, it's bullshit. A life without him doesn't seem like a life at all anymore. I can't forget him, I never will. I don't want to stop loving him but my ( Read more... )

"Bradley Nowell and Kurt Cobain are my two idols, those men where awesome people and made awesome music that changed the world..to bad nobody realized till they were dead..RIP my heroes ( Read more... )

I hate Twelve-year-olds. I hate Heather. I hate stupid people that can't drive. I hate riding by his house. I hate not being able to fight the feeling of love. I hate that no matter what happends I still love him. I hate that I'm so weak when it comes to him. I hate not being treated like a person. I hate being defined by my past. I hate this place ( Read more... )

Those old spice commercials are right. The smell of my shower this morning almost made me cry ( Read more... )

Worry no longer my dear friends, for what was once lost has now been found yet not exactly returned to it's rightful place just yet. Thankfully I mentioned something about my Iowa cd yesterday when I was with Paul and he said that he had it and I almost cried. It's so beautiful. Now I just need to get over there and get it back from him before I ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to think that the guy that sings in that Starbuck's commercial is hot?

A while ago I think it was Jon that found a song called "Killing You Now" and it's a bad ass song, I love it. But yeah we all thought that it was by Tool and Disturbed and today I figured out the reason why I could never find it on a cd or anything. A band called Fear Of Sound is the one that made it, it has nothing to do with Tool or Disturbed. I ( Read more... )

Billy.....Goat.....Slipknot.....Iowa.....Fields.....Poppies.....Wizard of Oz.....Munchkins.....Oompa Loompas.....Willy Wonka.....Spiffy Hat.....Bad Hair.....Amanda's Mom.....Billy Ray Cyrus.....Billy Is That You?.....Yes Mother.....Troy.....Horrible Movies.....Waste of Time.....ICP.....*throws up*.....Old Chinese Food.....Old Chinese Guy..... ( Read more... )

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret ( Read more... )