i can't wait to get home. these few weeks haven't been terrible...i just feel like i could have been sitting on my ass in maryland instead of here and it would have been more productive. now that i'm about to leave, that's when things start happening (and of course have to be crammed together ( Read more... )

A - Age you lost your virginity? 15 ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever hated myself quite this much

so wait...

i graduated?

like...

i'm done with high school.

forever.

i'm gunna need some time to think about this

can i just not graduate? like seriously, i dont think i can handle it. i freak out just about daily at this point. any little thing sets me off. i wish i could rewind this year and redo it. it wasn't bad, i just feel like i could have done it better. i hate knowing there are people i wont see anymore. i hate realizing who those people will be too, ( Read more... )

let's recap ( Read more... )

so footloose is over. it was awesome and i miss everybody ( Read more... )

europe was absolutely amazing. i dont know how else to describe it. there are a bunch of stories, but those are much more interesting when they randomly come out in conversation ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of the slamming doors and the random yelling leading to useless tears from not only my eyes, but everyone's. just a few more months and i'm out of this house. just a little while longer pretending what they think matters. who cares where i go or what i do so long as it's away from them. i don't mean to be so melodramatic. it's just ( Read more... )

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