just another quick update:

* i got into university of tampa for next spring, waitlisted for fall (crossing fingers, praying, anything)

* i have an actual "title" at work now: accessory manager. it's not the most fun job, but can't complain about being any form of manager ( Read more... )

tomorrow!!!!

so it seems all i can do lately is fight with people. not really fun. must be something wrong with me but who the hell knows what it is? not me.

* i left college park soon after that last entry. just wasn't working fo me
* i got a job at american eagle
* i'm moving into an apartment with madison tomorrow (today?), housewarming party tba
* matt is amazing, as always. ups, downs, whatever. he's mine and that's all i could ask for

guess that's pretty much it. it's not a lot, but i'm happy

i need my sister. badly. i think i need to move to florida...we'll see

can i just say that i fucking hate people? i really really do

amazing

what a stressful night. all i have energy to do at this point is sit. it's hard to even think.

i just don't understand people.

college is kicking my ass and i've only been here a week and a half. ya know what i say? fuck it. i don't need new friends. a few of the ones i already have are making and effort and that's good enough for me. i don't need activities. i'm content sitting in my room and watching tv/talking on the phone. the food is crap, but once in awhile i find ( Read more... )

everything is awesome except the fact that i miss home. if everything else can stay the way it is right now, i just might survive ( Read more... )