Almost two years since I last posted on here. Well, if anyone is still around, let me know.

I just found out the babies were born on July 14th. I thought I would hear something in person, even just a note or a voicemail. However, I'm not surprised to be honest. It's been two months now and not one word, nothing. I don't care anything about her, I just want to see those kids. I want to know if they're mine or not, even though I'm pretty ( Read more... )

Ever since the car accident and the incident at House of Blues, my balance isn't what it used to be. Today, I was fishing on the rocks at St. Andrews State Park and lost my balance and fell. I can't believe that all I did was bruise my ass and scrape up my leg really bad. It still hurts like hell, but I'm lucky it wasn't much, much worse. At least ( Read more... )

Ok, so I admit it, I've been listening to a couple of songs from The Smiths and/or Morrissey. I used to make fun of my friend who listened to them, especially since he was a PR skin. However, maybe since I moved away or since all the insanity of the past year, I needed something a little different, and one night this song just grabbed me. Now it's ( Read more... )

I thought I'd never say it, but I miss I-Bar. Yeah, that smoky little drama-ridden place, full of alcohol induced angst, wannabe goth punk kids and people that hold on their subculture in their effort to feel better about the fact that they have accomplished absolutely nothing else in their life ( Read more... )

I've just realized, I live in the absolute middle of nowhere. Ok, it's over 400 miles back to Savannah, same distance to Orlando, 300 to Atlanta and about the same to New Orleans. Wow ( Read more... )

It's torture, it's slow suicide. It's the agony of seeing cars fly by on the highway as I sit on my lunch break, smoking a cigarette. God, I miss the road ( Read more... )

I miss the all-night drives through the snow to DC, have a few drinks and then turning around and trying to drive all the way back. I could do that then, we were crazy kids, dreamers of everything and kings of it all. I miss Waffle House after a long night of drinking, discussing our literary idols over coffee and hashbrowns, there was nowhere we ( Read more... )

Well now LJ has prompts for you to break writer's block. Today's is "what are you afraid of?" Fuck it, I'll give it a stab ( Read more... )

Still no job, I'm not happy about it but I have an interview which I didn't think I was going to get. It isn't for another couple of weeks but it's for a job as a code enforcement officer. Not a ton of money, but it's $28k annually plus nice benefits. I wish I had some more money so I could hold out for a good job but time and money are running out ( Read more... )